It hurts. It hurts so much to see you in this state. What has happened to us? I'm just so tired with everything that has happened so far. But no matter how tired I still don't want to let go.. I really don't want to lose you. Words can't describe how much I love you and how much I want to be with you. With the stress of the fucking A-level's once more and the current state we are in now I really have no motivation to study at all. What is wrong with me.. What is wrong with this world.. Why do I have to be like that.. Things aren't as simple as it used to be anymore. I really hope things revert back to normal, like the past where there is only me and you against the world. Cheesy as it sounds but that's my only wish right now.